Ashen GrayAshen Gray by ~willyamPax
My day seems to be in a dark place
It’s like I’m separated and out of trace
Silence is my only answer to the choices I only ponder
My leaves have turn into weathery colors
It keeps on falling as I keep on growing
My mind is at ease on the bed grass I see
Seems like it’s in tune with my fantasy
Like illusion has come out of my reality
There is beauty in solemnity
But in truth it’s lonely
when you're alone.
I dream of a time I make memories
Great with victories
but then I felt it was not worth it
for achievements are savor to someone you shared with
This place has come to its highs and lows
a moment I borrow in depths of sorrow
I reach out to tranquility
For my patience is my virtue in this painted creativity
Someday I will bear the f
Stench of my BitternessStench of my Bitterness by ~willyamPax
I float in the valley of tears.
Resting and contemplating the fears
I tried to hide and compress.
Then I breath-in the putrid stench of my bitterness.
Isolation has come to its hollowed broodiness.
Why must I touch in manic solemnity
the borders of your loyalty?
Though I felt it was meant to be,
but then I know it was so wrong
a mistake that gone prolonged. + + +
Until we were on the edge of loss
conflict of families that we had caused.
Family, cousin, friends and lovers turn their back on us
as if we’re such a huge embarrassment
a drop of life~Love~a drop of life by ~willyamPax
I never knew that feeling
A word without meaning
…A stranger to what I felt…
Thought it’s strange that I knew it so well
I walk by with you as I talk about you
…Existence is a mere essence…
It’s the life underneath my roots
My whole being is defined of what I decide about you
I kept on thinking of you
A mystery in every event I stumble upon
Nonetheless your part of me that i fully submit
Facing and standing still
In all the consequences and risk
I have brought upon
in the end
Despite all those obstacles
I know deep within me
There will come a time
I’ll be able to dance
…In rhythm of contentment…
You’re in my fantasy