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In camouflage,
i dodge those

bullets
...
.
you don't have to be pretty
or be beautiful physically
or be great at
anything you love....

as long as you're there
for me to see
and lean on
once every often

and by knowing that you
care and hold me close
to your heart
once every often
i know i can
live life
well
enough.
will  i end up alone
and lonely?
seem like
i can't love
anybody...

in this world
i stay cage
of society's standards,
wanting the things
that seems so superficial...

now i realize
my likes are also
superficial.
they never really
dug deep.

love is superficial
atleast to me it is...

in the end
it seems i can't love
myself...
I took a pass on how risky love was,
and take the easy road
that was laid upon me...

Then I realize
i miss some chances
on happiness
just to
shape-up a future
that will always be uncertain...
I miss some chances
Sometimes I think I made the wrong choices, just to made myself better, ready and stable to someone, only to end up being afraid to love someone, afraid that I might not be good enough, afraid if someone see my flaws they will just leave me heartbroken. Now I am just used to being alone, not wanting to take charge on love, thinking that it is not really meant for me, or nobody would...

my life, my writing, true to my core.
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I’m not as loved as you think I am
I am just someone who thinks of love
share it at times but
I never got to have it.

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WillYaM
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Current Residence: Al Jubail, Saudi Arabia
Favourite genre of music: pop(rock,ballad) and alternative
Favourite style of art: still-life,writing(short-stories,poems)
Operating System: windows7
Favourite cartoon character: many to mention
Personal Quote: accept all the task, hardship, pain and sacrifice the lord has given for u to achieved your goal
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j0rosa Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2016  Professional Traditional Artist
Salamat, kabayan :iconthankyouplz:
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j0rosa Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2016  Professional Traditional Artist
Thank you for the :iconfavplz: 'Rain or Shine, School time' :iconloveyouplz: 
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TriciaS Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2016
:iconrainbowsparklesplz::icongreykittyplz:Thank you for the :+fav:sWillyam!!!:hug:
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:) Thanks for :iconbigfav4plz: ing my work!
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j0rosa Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2016  Professional Traditional Artist
Salamat kaibigan sa paboritos :iconthankssomuchplz: Ingatz :hug:
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TriciaS Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2016
So glad you came by Willyam!!!!:hug:Thank you so much for the :+fav:s...:iconstars-plz::iconboxloveplz:
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willyamPax Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
always, for you, dear friend, you know i love seeing your works.... :) 
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TriciaS Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2016
It was lovely to see your writing on D.A.:hug:
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highonwords Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2015
hi :) thank you for the devWatch :)
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PridesCrossing Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2015
:) Thanks so much for :iconbigfav4plz: ing my work!
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panosozi Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
thanks a lot for the fav on my photo
wish u the best 
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ScooterTheDog Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the favorite!
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j0rosa Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2015  Professional Traditional Artist
Salamat kabayan sa favorite ng artwork ko :iconfavthanksemotiplz: :iconcuteheartplz: 
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Philluppus Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2015   General Artist
thank you for the faving :sun:
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naikki Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2015
Thank you for faving! :sun:
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Eve-I Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
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JocelyneR Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2014
Thank you kindly for the faves!  :heart:
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TriciaS Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2014
Hi Willyam!!I See You by KmyGraphic:hug:
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willyamPax Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
so cute... hellloooooooooooo...................hugs......
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PaulWeber Featured By Owner May 26, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the favorites.
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martaraff Featured By Owner May 25, 2014
Thank you *:heart:*
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TriciaS Featured By Owner May 24, 2014
Happy Fire by RogerKeithBarrettHi Willyam!!!
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willyamPax Featured By Owner May 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
so lonely here my friend, i get tired of these...
i hope i can make it through this feelings, sigh...
thanks for always droping by, with bright icons that make me smile...
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TriciaS Featured By Owner May 26, 2014
Rainbow Sparkle Hug You  have been there for quite a while now!I  wish you could find somewhere else!!
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willyamPax Featured By Owner May 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
yeah, its been long, two years and becoming 3 along the way... i extended my contract, just for abit to give me more time to think what's my future is, and i am still undecided... sigh..
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