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DA to me has been a huge inspirations to my writing. I found most the photos here as a source of my writing prompts. There are too many talented people here. Sometimes I think, do I belong to such great talents in this place, perhaps yes, perhaps no... just maybe. I really don't have confidence on myself sometimes. But I am an aspiring artist, that's what I always tell to myself to remind me, not to be overly negative about myself.
so thank you DA, and thank you to those close to my heart - they know who they are... i missed them....and i missed art in colors...
another year, another time, creativty come back
I just wanted to share this sites i am in:
http://hellopoetry.com/pax/
http://writerscafe.org/willyampax/
https://www.facebook.com/willyampax
https://twitter.com/willyampax
Because I am not always much around here not as much as before, the browser in the offices limits my visits here, I am just around the corner... missed you my friend...
here an excerpt of my poem empty canvas ~
Did I lose my confidence that seeks?
Did I lose the passion that burns?
Did I lose my heart that shines?
Perhaps the cloud of doubt
blurs many things…
Perhaps the road of uncertainties
confuses many decisions…
Perhaps the water of cr
devastation aftermath.
a heartbreaking photos of the aftermath of the strongest typhoon that ever hit our country.
http://gawker.com/these-photos-will-help-you-grasp-the-devastation-of-typ-1463026828
Too many news with little help, :(
imagining the cry i felt when i see the last photos post there...
truly, i felt their helplessness, restlessness, frustrations, panic....
i felt ashamed of our government, pointing fingers and a slow progress of their relief operation.
sadden by such depths of sorrow i see in the eyes of my filipino countrymen.
Moody and Sad
Sorry my friends in DA... I have been rarely here... so here is the lastest Journal I could offer:
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Dear Journal,
I felt moody much more lately. Do i excel on my writing? Sometimes I feel like not writing that it didn't satisfy the emptied feeling. Yeah, maybe I am sad and badly need of an outlet. I wish I still have my personal space just to draw things out; and I meant draw... illustrate, paint again… To paint away the uncolored life of an emptied paper. I wish you understand this feeling mr. Journal. If you could just reply and made me smile.
I'm lost!
When can I own my own dream,
my own passion,
how can I ever find myself….
I'm totally lost..:(
confused without direction...
how draining to think that I'm worthless on my own thinking...
i wish you knew how i feel
the doubts, the fear i felt and see...
its just me that can't love me...
how depressing to think about this everyday...
so i pretend I'm ok...
hoping that positivism will just come along i wish it will...
sigh..........
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Just come here whenever you like Willyam.You are always so welcome!!One day you will paint.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!